I often think about myself.
Am I worth to something 'big'?
Am i destined to do something incredible? Something out of ordinary that people will
always look up to... but i still lack of motivation, what should i do?
Well, it's too early to know all of the answer. Besides, I'm still 16 years old. Well, 17 y.o in 3
months. LESS. there are many things to do right now. But right now i often think about 'what
am i supposed to be' and 'how am i going to reach what i wanna be'.
Many friends of mine--or just acquaintance--they always wanna take something particular, or
common, like "i wanna be a doctor," or "i wanna be an engineer," something like that. When i
ask them "so, if you're pass your university and get a bachelor of doctor or engineer, what will
you do then?" and most of them answer "work in a big company, earn a big salary, met my
destiny, get married, and live happily with our kids," but what really matter is 'how you gonna do it?'
i think it's a peaceful, harmony, sufficient, yet ordinary life. I live that way too when I'm with
my parents. but not just that. we live a life that my friends in the last paragraph wanted. my dad is a employer in a big company. My mum, she used to work on the same company as my dad.
but then my dad don't wanna stop right there. he build a business, start it from beginning until now. my mum too. first, she she quit and decided to take care of us (me and my sister). but not
for long, my mum started a psychology bureau. she continue her career as an
owner of a bureau and taking care of my dad's business, while she also taking care of us.
up to this point, what i want to emphasize is their desire, their obsession to become more and
more useful with their potential. to be big.
Maybe... No, certainly, i got the idea of 'being worth of something big' is from them.
they became as successful as now by their hardwork, and also their will.
i know that i still being a kid that less motivated, less hardwork, and always oversimplify something. but i'm certain, as long as i remember them, as long as i keep writing about them,
i'll grow up and become a real man like my father, yet passionate like my mother.
so, whoever read this, please. you don't have to find every single motivation book in every single
bookstore in your town to find some stories to encourage yourself.
you just have to see what's in your surroundings, and think. think more carefully. you'll find your own power to be big.
With best regards, F
Am i destined to do something incredible? Something out of ordinary that people will
always look up to... but i still lack of motivation, what should i do?
Well, it's too early to know all of the answer. Besides, I'm still 16 years old. Well, 17 y.o in 3
months. LESS. there are many things to do right now. But right now i often think about 'what
am i supposed to be' and 'how am i going to reach what i wanna be'.
Many friends of mine--or just acquaintance--they always wanna take something particular, or
common, like "i wanna be a doctor," or "i wanna be an engineer," something like that. When i
ask them "so, if you're pass your university and get a bachelor of doctor or engineer, what will
you do then?" and most of them answer "work in a big company, earn a big salary, met my
destiny, get married, and live happily with our kids," but what really matter is 'how you gonna do it?'
i think it's a peaceful, harmony, sufficient, yet ordinary life. I live that way too when I'm with
my parents. but not just that. we live a life that my friends in the last paragraph wanted. my dad is a employer in a big company. My mum, she used to work on the same company as my dad.
but then my dad don't wanna stop right there. he build a business, start it from beginning until now. my mum too. first, she she quit and decided to take care of us (me and my sister). but not
for long, my mum started a psychology bureau. she continue her career as an
owner of a bureau and taking care of my dad's business, while she also taking care of us.
up to this point, what i want to emphasize is their desire, their obsession to become more and
more useful with their potential. to be big.
Maybe... No, certainly, i got the idea of 'being worth of something big' is from them.
they became as successful as now by their hardwork, and also their will.
i know that i still being a kid that less motivated, less hardwork, and always oversimplify something. but i'm certain, as long as i remember them, as long as i keep writing about them,
i'll grow up and become a real man like my father, yet passionate like my mother.
so, whoever read this, please. you don't have to find every single motivation book in every single
bookstore in your town to find some stories to encourage yourself.
you just have to see what's in your surroundings, and think. think more carefully. you'll find your own power to be big.
With best regards, F
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